Friday, January 1, 2010

ain't perfect at all...

I hate people back stabbing me, i hate discourage, i hate it when i have planned something for this year but some people mouth just cant stop discouraging me....

I might not the most clever-est 1, but i have dream i have goal, better than those who only clever but no goal at all, no DREAM AT ALL!!!

Guess wat?? u ruined my life haha never thought of that huh??!! THEN THINK DEEP, u make me feel like wanna give up watever resolution that i'ved planned.

Let me try to put myself in ur shoes. alrite now i noe wat u want and wat u exspect me to achieve, hmm~ to get many many A's? owkay, well that is everyone's dream and goal, but i cant change reality rite? im sorry i cant get as good as my others siblings, but cant u just encourage me or advice me instead of stabbing me at the back?? the way u stab me it wont help me at all, but u'll only pulling me down and discourage me.

i've done my best, but why?
u not satisfied? im sorry...

1 comment:

Beauty Chamber said...

wow.. sound like a big impact to you.. well, who ever have made you in this down and almost deadly emotion.. I'm sure you have your own thoughts to make things right and I'm sure you can make it as long as you have confident in yourself to do what you have planed ahead.. cheer up girl!!! xoxo...