well yesterday me & my mom planned 2mrw go Hotel Promenade fitness again, but my dad forgt to bring his office keys, so have to ma fan my mum go to his office and past him the key, very ma fan mah so my mum decided sunday then go gym...
but i have Cell Leader Intern Traning (CLIT) on sunday 10am, so i tell her...:
lizzie: uhm, no need lah u and daddy go lah, coz i got the leader training thing...
mum: why need to go church again?? not only Sat go de meh?!!
lizzie: this one diffrent is not church, is leader training.
mum: why u must bcome leader oo?!!
lizzie:..............
mum: church take too much of your time lah~~
lizzie: *Ouch...... nvm i dun go to the training. conversation ended......
*force me to go gym, totally wasting my time, i rather go CLIT... but she *.*lll waste my time only.
after i had chosen to attend this leader traning thingy, i really dun like it at all, coz im not ready, i dun hav an example....
but after the CLIT & Cellgroup, i really feel like wanna bcome a leader and lead/serve other, i never ever feel like taking a leader role bfore, but now i really want it, i wana try and i wanna do my best in this CLIT thingy, although im young, not fully ready but i wanna try and do my best in study, and church as well, i wanna try do well in both... If my mum understands she'll probably wont stop me from serving in church, she never try to understand why her daughter love to serve in church so much. haih~ im so frust lah, till i really felt like stoping everthing, no encouragement from family "do u know support from parents are very important??" T.T
but i thank my second home Eklektos & E2 u all are really a great bro & sis in Chirst ^^, i love u all, do keep me in prayer....
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