Devotion ah Lizzie!!

Haih.... My lips says tat wan to know God more & to grow deeper in Him, tetapi my heart doesn't wan to... mayb bcoz computer & Tv programs too intresting so dun have the heart to do it, tetapi im still focusing, but i juz (too much countting) if today do devotion 2moro not do,if today go church liao 2moro no nid to do devotion, i macam sedang counting how many days i spend time wit God, if too much i will stop, if too little i might keep stopping or ok!!... but i remember that someone told me that, let's say if u have a Big project to do, but u keep counting how much u have done but still failed, u will definily putuskan asa... but if u keep doin it & without countting how many times u have failed, you will keep goin to do it & whn u see ur succes you will forget ur failed... To read God word bcoz wanna spread it to non believers, but failed pasti ada punya lah, tapi when u saw the change in their Heart u will reali feel bless and happy for them... yaloh!! so must keep goin to do devotion & spend time with him, so i can see my spiritual life grow & the changes in my life.... :p( baru today do my devotion,no more countting, keep go on Lizzie) God Bless Me!!