The consequences of Owl-symptom

GAHHHH!! I'm so sleepy T.T
was on my bed at 12am! but completely fainted at 2am =(

I still got a lot to read for my final. Pass is not an issue, but I wan't better result.

Grace Grace I need Your Grace. Can't stand alone without You stand by me.

During owl hour..

Anti-body grew stronger while away from home..

but anti-homesick is not.. =/

my biggest fear is always exam ='(

I can't fail this time, unlike high-school =/

Limitless Love

Jesus Love people, more than the people's potentials.

Watched a sermon titled "Wasted Love?" by Judah Smith. 

- Do I love people? or Do I love people's potentials? - 

This question strikes me hard.
Many of time I chose people to love (well maybe many of us does the same too) We chose to help people who we think its worth it to help, or they will appreciate it when we helped them. Sometimes I even hesitate whether to help or not to help, to give or not to give. Will it waste my effort? waste my Love or care?

Very calculative huh, as if like there's a formula to help, give, and love.. haha~ 

But God's Love is Limitless, He healed me, even when He knew I will fail Him, I'll disappoint Him again.  He set me free from my struggles even when He knew I'll fall again. That is my Almighty and Loving God!

Wasted Love? I don't think so!  God can waste nothing! Nothing about God's character is wasteful. For God is faithful, God is purposeful. And God Is LOVE.


1John 4: 8 - 11[ But anyone who does not love does not know God, for God is Love. God Showed how much he loved us by sending his one and only son into the world so that we might have eternal life through him. This is real Love - not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his son as a sacrifice to take away our sins. Dear friends, since God loved us that much, we surely Ought To Love Each Other.]

Therefore, Love
For God is Love.

Give,
For God gave.

Therefore
Love each other,
and God will honour.

I'm suppose to do my essay O.O

" This is my prayer in the harvest, when favor and providence flow. 

I know I am filled to be emptied again, 

the seeds I received. 

I will sow "

If you are the Sun, I wanna be the moon (9 August)

Since the day I came to Miri, my biological clock is no longer logic anymore.. Sad to say, my talent which also known as hobby don't work anymore ''sleep'' . I could only start feeling sleepy around 3 or 4am... well, at least most of the mid-nights are the time when I really get to focus and finish my assignments, Like Owl City :)


Honestly, Miri do not have much entertainments (especially on Friday Sat and Sun) What I usually do during the weekend is: Sleep (to replace my weekdays insomnia) , Assignment/study and Eat, Church on Sunday. There's not much I can do, cause I got no car here. So might as well stay in hostel.

What I really enjoy here is the sky :) I went to see sunset everyday and take photos in my campus lakeside, its so beautiful. Just now finished class around 6.15pm, the Sun is so Orange-Big! (but I missed it! cause I have to catch up the bus) going again tomorrow! =D


Finish reading Habitudes again, forever inspiring and piercing I must say. There's one statement really dawned on me is
"If God want to use you Greatly, He need to test you Deeply"
I remember Renny told me that, God will definitely test me especially when I'm far from home and church. I started to feel that coming to miri is like entering God's testing field.

"You wouldn't know if you're faithful or not, until you got the chance to be unfaithful" - Kevin Loo


It sounds scary though, cause life and future is so unpredictable. You might used to be very passionate and involve. But when things slow down, the devil will try to hunt you down. 

Watching the sun everyday, it reminds me of the song Sun and Moon by Phil Wickham =) I wanna keep on reflects the light that shine from God. No matter where I am, I know He's with me.

14th July =(

hmm... its tomorrow =/
Officially leaving... ='( !!
Like really =""""""(