There's always a way in life

Update
I just Straight foward lah.

Today Cross Country race, weather was great windy+brezzy ^^.
so when i passed by the beach (i duno wat's the place cal), i felt peace and everything is like blowed away.

to sumarise it, which means sometime we'll like feel depressed, but then i realise that the best way is not to keep everything inside.

sometime there's might be no one we can trust in this
world, so we tend to keep everything to ourself and felt depressed.

so today when i passed by the beach, i felt like my brain is empty is only me and the world, other things are not important anymore, nothing to worry about, is like a new born memories.
Maybe when we're alone, and we'll tend to think some of our depressing stuff, but then as i walk along the beach other things are not important at all.

Never ever stay in our pain and suffering for another day,
Walk out and look beyond, there are more Greater things ahead,
life is not perfect, but it isn't that bad at all

Hearing the wavy sound
and looking to the skies above
felt like no one in the world
but only me and the winds
who leading me to a peaceful way.


Try not to think, bout the pain that we feel inside.

Im Tired...

Haihh... Sleeping time Decreased Study time INCREASED T.T

Lately lots of homeworks and notes need to cover i slept at 1pm everyday *thank God i still can wake up to school* busy month... Thank God today my Sejarah teacher din come, coz i havent finish her notes if she came today i probably need to cover MORE pages, coz all the notes we need to do ourself @.@ thanks Yu hui for the book, if helps.

My fren very geng! teacher teach until Tamadun Mesir Purba only, but he oready copied the notes till Tamadun Hwang Ho!! i took more time coz i need to read n understand some more.

homeworks:
1) Sejarah notes
2) Moral 2essays
3) BI narative writting
4) Read finish English Novel
5) Read finish BM Novel *deadline 25th Jan*

i need a break, 3more weeks to CNY holidays...

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Updates~

yay! update~
well im fine lately, rainy dayS typing also shivering now.

Been SS-ing alot Sleep+Study ^^, and i dun think i can change class anymore sad~ but i think i gt use to SA oready ^^ thank God for new buddies : )

she called this Aunty, so just tittled it Aunty XD

it looks like vampire ^^

i got nothing else better to do, so i just post up my sis

"Preetgly" Picture hahaha.

i wanna cry~

Mixpod

See i gt a New Ninja, but guess wat? is useless, i reset my music player over and over again but still can't play any music : (

Take a look at the ninja, is breathing~ but no music... duno why

been busy lately, so cant blog that long... so take care everyone ^^

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I guess Im just not so into you : )

Some things are easy to say, but hard to do it...

im so tired =.= please gimme a break~


tata~

im bored~

2nd day at school, nothing special lah just stay in class get to know who our subject teacher are... i dun feel like stucking in SA2 T.T
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In this heart a man

plans his course,

but the LORD

Determines his steps

proverbs 16:9

i need wisdom and guidence~

but watever is it, still Praise God =)

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I just read Daniel's blog, "living alone is really hard, cuz you get to eat alone, watch TV alone, play alone, sitting on the couch, alone... It's very antisocial XD"

and ofcoz lah im not living alone, eat alone. but im watching tv alone, play alone, sitting on the couch, alone again my parents out oready... No one talk to me, all i can do is typing while playing msn... very ANTISOCIAL~ there's also a reason why im so talkative at school XD i mean sometime~

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i just can't wait for 2 of my sis to be back during CNY.

just finished study, nothing much to revise lah no text book also.

Msn, Facebook-ing, Blogging on without touching them no one to chat with and sick of touching my laptop oready...

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Good nights...

2010 1st day in School ^^

Yo everyone! First day in school was........ awesome i can say that ^^ get to gel with my frens and i met a new fren in my class Madeline Foo she's a athelete.

I reached school kinda early thou coz my dad said later traffic will jam. so i reach school at 5.40a.m but i slept in the car coz school kinda dark i dun wan to go in XD '' 1st time so early bah~''. so yeah~ im in Arts class, i handed up my letter to pengetua oready hopefully can change class, so pray for me @.@...

But then i kinda like SA2, i mean i get to know new frens and blaahhhhh~~ nvm, will see how lah it depends on pengetua... Study 1st!!! fren.... 1st and a half?? haha nah lah~ i appreaciate all of you...



"The only thing worse than being talked about is not being talked about"

ain't perfect at all...

I hate people back stabbing me, i hate discourage, i hate it when i have planned something for this year but some people mouth just cant stop discouraging me....

I might not the most clever-est 1, but i have dream i have goal, better than those who only clever but no goal at all, no DREAM AT ALL!!!

Guess wat?? u ruined my life haha never thought of that huh??!! THEN THINK DEEP, u make me feel like wanna give up watever resolution that i'ved planned.

Let me try to put myself in ur shoes. alrite now i noe wat u want and wat u exspect me to achieve, hmm~ to get many many A's? owkay, well that is everyone's dream and goal, but i cant change reality rite? im sorry i cant get as good as my others siblings, but cant u just encourage me or advice me instead of stabbing me at the back?? the way u stab me it wont help me at all, but u'll only pulling me down and discourage me.

i've done my best, but why?
u not satisfied? im sorry...