Ps Jay Koopman... Faith comes 1st ^^

Well is kinda late now and 2mrw gona wake up early to school to discuss bout the poster that we hav printed out, n wanna stick in Lok Yuk every class room punya door to promote ppl come to Kyrugma hse for Ps Jay koopman speech, we'r aiming for 100+ people to join us.... before i sleep i really wanna write something.... ^^

ok, today i face alots of trouble, fearfullness n un-easy-ness, cause we need permission from Pn. Chung that we wanna stick the poster thingy in every class mah, so im scared that wat we printed out will become rubish lah, coz Lok Yuk ada muslim bah (stick in every class lagi tu) duno wether they let us stick or not...

so i was praying so hard juz now but my heart keeps beating, lake of Faith again... Then i calm down myself for a little while, then i started to pray with Faith, coz "without Faith is Imposible to please God" mah... yup that's wat i wanna write bout today, do pray that we will hit our target arh 100+ ppl or MORE lagi bagus.... ^^

Watever result that comes up,
i Know God will choose the best for us,
watever result that comes up,
i still praise God,
But nothing is Imposible through God.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!

worship team

hehe juz finish talking in phone with carrie, then sdnly reflec bout the 1st time i play drums in Eklektos Celebration....

1st time woahh~~ war of the world man! very nervous, scare, cant worship, hearts keep beating till stomach digestion gt problem... "emberassing" haha.

but now evrything change, when i go up the stage macam biasa saja ni, digestion problem solve haha, thank God~ evrytime b4 i play i alwez pray to God tat help me to serve him with all my heart but not the instrument, n let him be the one who lead my hand+do my very best for God, that's wat i learned.... ^^

Calvin was right, if evry week change musician we cant really improve, but although is kinda tired but we do it for God right~ Jesus lagi tired oo carried our sin upon the cross n saved us, let us do our very best God, instead of being calculative... ^^

wat i wan...

since long time din update bout myself, n nthg much i can update... hmm, why dun talk about wat i wan??... hmm sounds great haha... well,

i planned to buy this list of thingy in 3month, with my own money (count as my parents money) but my mum give it to me bcoz i help her clean the living room nyehehe~... but mayb will ask some money hehe...

this is da list:
1. a small bag (when exam no nid bring big bag)
2. a new school bag with two lace, so my shoulder wont bengkok
(FYI im using one lace bag n is kinda heavy)
3. a tupperware water bottle... hehe
4. 2 pair of socks, short one
5. earphone, (mau bass yang kuat nyehehe~)
6. jeans that juz below the knees...
7. a pair of fiber stick (hope gt purple, i still cant find it)
8. a pair of sport shoes (any brand lah)
9. Loreal paris hair oil (the saloon aunty intro one)
10. at last i wan rebonding my hair. ( i gt the hair medcine, all i nid is a gud saloon so no nid my aunty do, she no liscense de...)

*yup tat's all i wan hehe, God bless my finances yo....

Exam T.T

haih~ i started to realise that im actually afraid of Exam, i know evryone also scared lah, if u study sure wont scared one.....

but last night i keep study my sejarah for 2mrw exam, kinda very semangatlah keep study so that i can score. manatau when sejarah exam, i flip opened the paper *my head sunks*blank*.

suddnly the fear & nervousme appear, i 4gt evrything, i cnt concerntrate.... i really afraide of exam... T.T spirit of fear just cant leave me.... i need peace "

T.T

who u think i am?
dun u noe u've pierced my heart deeply?
dun u remember wat i hav told u?....
why are u doing this to me? *tat's really hurt...

when u talk to me, i try to hide the pain in my heart,
but u can see through my heart, u noe im hurt,
but why u can't see tat im actually hurted by u??

i think their'r right, Love is Blind...
love even blinded my heart,
to love a fool like you!